Balancing the prefect imprefection

Deep inside the core of all of hides an angel. A being in a perfect harmony separated from the physical and the not physical. With one foot in the water and one on the sands. Always balancing logic and emotion, in
perfect harmony with the state of confusion. Never knowing if we come or go, if
we are or are not. A balance of the light and darkness inside our own emotions,
covered by layers and layers of shadows. The grass growing on one side and the rocky surface of a mountain on the
other. A sun rising only for the moon to dawn yet locked together in an eternal
motion of existence. A perfect being inside a vessel only created to
experience, to learn from the experience to balance that what is most difficult
to balance. An existence of the illusion inside reality.







The balance that is in all things around us. Inside our family’s, our lovers, work, the forest even the rats in your attic. All the things are around us because they all play a role inside our reality’s. each of
us with their own reality and yet inside a reality for all together. All
existing inside a perfect harmony. The happiness of a new born and the grieving
over your passed mother. All emotions that affect the decisions we make while
here and all striving to the same goal: happiness. The one thing we all have in
common is that all of us want to be happy. What makes us different is what it
is that will make us happy. As different as we are if a happy home makes one
happy a life long chaos and turbulence would be a perfect life for another. We all
make our choices based on what we would like to achieve in this life. The
spiritual and the physical reality’s are connected and can not exist without
each other. The reason that we are here is to have a physical experience. We
would not need to have one if we were originally physical beings than it would
be learned already. The fact that we need this emotion is a proof by itself
that we don’t originate from a physical reality er go we need this experience
to broaden our thinking capacity’s.







So we arrive here one day. inside a body we learned about for eons. In a world full of wonders and miracles. What is the first thing we do? Cry. The first thing we do when born is cry. For this experience does limit
the original existence and is a test harder than any other. Something very few
realize. Long and hard road ahead of filled with expectation. A problem after
problem covering us with worry. The older we get the harder life gets. Every
day the problems we encounter get worse. Each time we are at a test of our
ability’s it feels like the hardest thing we have ever done and yet we have
done it more often than the trees in a forest. Such big ego we have my friends
and yet we look near upon our existence and the world that is our home. The biggest
problem we will encounter here is our own ego and the lack of it. creating an
image of the self higher than the self is foolish but having no image of the
self at all is insanity. Neither of them show a balance of the self as to just
being a self. Not who you were and not who you might be, but who you are right
now.







If you would walk up to a mirror right now, what do you see? Who is you see? A queen? A beggar? A working class mother? A super hero? Or just you. You spend so long trying to
explain who you are that you label the self. By labeling it you put it in a box
when you should think out side of the box. We try to rationalize our existence
by naming it and placing it somewhere that is easy for us to grasp when the
only reason it is hard to understand is because it is too simple to understand.
When something just exists it has no reason but to just be. life is full joy
and laughter because we need to relax after over coming a barrier. There is
pain so we don’t kill ourselves. There is sadness so we learn what we did wrong.
There is death because there is life. Life is like a long path through a city
with no lights. Each of us shine our own light and have our own tasks just to
end us working together to help one another find the person that we are inside.







We have buried ourselves deep underneath the skin. We became what everyone else wants us to be. followed the herd and were gray and faceless. If you go on the street. All of us look exactly the same yet we all
judge the other. We have forgotten the person that we are and what really
matters. It is not the skin and it is not the hair we have or the choices we
made. It is the soul we have inside. The one thing some ever reject having. We
have come very far, most cards are open and on the table. Just one we keep
hidden under our skin. The one who tells you who you are.







People we are, souls and nothing else. Came from far and wide to gather and experience the beauty of Terra. This life is not an illusion it is a manifestation of what you project to others. The rationality we hold
and the reason of a thinker. Who sits stable and strong on their throne and
debates on to be or not to be. feminine aspect of the masculine existence. The
flame burning inside an emperor. A trinity of life. The me myself and i. the
ego of the perfect beings we are opposed to the childishness that it creates. A
minor with the world inside his little hands. An artist who hasn’t mastered the
brush yet. Free and loving creature with a glass half full yet half empty. Hardworking
souls who after the long day still try to find who they are inside.







Locked inside our reality we go each our own way, to work, to school. The end of the day we all know there is something missing. A part inside us that isn’t filled by money and house. We come home incomplete and project
our negativity to everyone else without even trying to understand it. when the
thing we all miss is the power we hold inside. The higher self, the you that
you are without the mask. The person that just exists for the point of
experiencing. Without a name and without a function. A traveler without
location. A wanderer through out the galaxies without a need to be anything.
The less you are the more powerful you are for than you are not bound to
something, you can be anything as long as you allow yourself to be that.
Believe that you are a mathematical genius and you will create the need to know
about it. you will learn and study because the topic interests you. After a
while you would have absorbed so much that you will indeed become that. That my
friends is the power though has on reality. it all begins with a thought.







To reach a higher point we do have to leave where we are right now. Nothing will change if we don’t want change. There must come a realization and acknowledgment of the past for the future to be allowed to
enter. All the problems we have are all result of choices we make. The sooner
we accept we can and are affecting our reality the sooner we can allow
ourselves to change it by influencing it. by projecting our thoughts and feelings upon the energetic network that is
the collective of us.







We are all missing something friends. We have come to a conclusion that we all agree in that. Time has come to stop and think what that is and how it can be changed and realized as a fact. Time has come for us to
balance rationality and emotion. To unite the different aspects of the self and
become a balanced being. To accept the darkness we hold, understand it and its
nature, embrace and allow its existence so it will work for us and not against us.
No one’s negativity will influence you if you understand your own dark sides.
We are all but a projection of another. You want to understand someone than
look deep inside and learn who you are first. We will never know who the other
is if we don’t know who we are.







We are taking life in our own hands now. We are saying no to division, no to duality and no to suffering as it is now. The mind we have is only here to help us understand the nature of the world around us. Allow it to
and don’t over think issues not worth thinking about. Just be yourself and that
should be enough. A perfect imperfection balancing the logic of emotion.